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I have had been pretty busy lately with attending to my man and dealing with life and all. i hope everybody been doing great lately! I could use a stress free life... lol

I still do lj whenever i can;; i don't know how everyone with lives can do it rofl.

i miss you all! love and peace to all!

Okay I am bored and I am feeling sick and blue.

I just ate potatoes and I feel sick from eating them.

My fiancee is at home with his dad trying to come up with money to get his mom out of jail.

My mom just got out of jail for busting up her exes girlfriend's truck

I have a horse show on Jan. 31st but it's so cold I don't know if I should go... plus i have tickets to see slipknot the same day...

Today we watched the presidential inauguration at school but I couldn't stay cause it was during my 3rd block and we were dissecting a pig and I couldn't go through with it so I cut out early after Japanese class.

Went to work... same boring thing over and over.

Highlight of the day: My friend is soooooo stressed bout 1st semester exams that she went nuts and threw things and tried to damage my car just cause she wasn't ready for a Japanese and Spanish 2 final exam. WHATZ A BITCH SHE WAS~ Think PMS x10

I'm tired and I can't find my box of contacts... Need to change contacts like now.

The roads here are trashed so I can't really travel for Christmas...

I'm currently eating my Christmas dinner Hamburger helper only with Venison (Hmm... Perhaps should it be called Venison helper?) I'm pretty gutsy eating deer after a lot of the deer being caught have pneumonia or tuberculosis in the area.

My current Christmas presents are Dir en grey's CD Uroboros, a pair of new tires for my car, t.a.t.u's new CD Veselye Ulybki and a Prison Tycoon PC game.

Tomorrow I'm supposed to go to my aunt's house for Christmas only if the roads don't get any worse....

Well, I hope you are all enjoying your Christmas so far~ Despite this being a bad year I have high hopes for 2009 and beyond.

It's the holidays i finally have enough time to get on here and write an entry.

Recently I have gotten into an obsession with the Gremlins movies. I love Gizmo. Wish mogwai really did exist... but a furby fills the void. Heard there is a third Gremlins in the works....

Schools out for vacation but i still have to do work for school *sigh*. I'm doing somewhat of a free write for a class so i'm doing research on columbine shootings... what a f-ed up, sad subject to write about but we have to write stuff that deal with moral and justice.

it seems like i do not have that much time anymore... T_T

So my mom goes out and buys like 5 boxes of chinese take out (not that i object to that  : 3) and she had to be in the hospital the last couple days so i'm left alone to go to work and i have the house to myself so life is good right?

It went okay until she came home... with more take out (this time it was american cuisine) and i already finished a box of low mein (I don't even know if i spelled that right) and I about had a heart attack... it was like she was plumping me up to go to the slaughterhouse or something. lol.

Now I am sad to say i gained 5 pounds! (Thanks a lot mom!)

Obviously my dieting is not working... >.<

I'm even more sadder but glad I didn't waste my money as Dir en grey is coming to Pontiac for a concert Nov. 11 ( I think). Bad news: I can't go as I have to work that night and I can ask for the day off but that's on a tuesday which is a busy lesson night. Good news: I didn't have to fork over any precious gas money just so i can't go. Still I am sad. T_T

But I am PSYCHED! Halloween is next week (Yay!)

Halloween's always been my favorite holiday plus that's when the good t.v. shows and movies are on.

Especially Scariest places on Earth.... god I love that show so much but only seen one episode of it so far.

I plan to go as Nekozawa but not too sure yet... this takes a lot of thinking....

Oh well... it's not as if i'm going trick or treating any more...

Posting pics out of boredom basically... My galore of all my fave pics. Plus a few odd ones... lol.

LJ cut doesn't work for me sadly right now...T_T














I present DiexShinya love.^_^




Shinya <3!!!!







Kyo




Kaoru




Good old days La:Sadies (poofy hair amuses me^^)




Into Russian Pop...
Glukoza




T.a.T.u




Randomness...



Mya-chan's horsies!^^

Arabella







Sonny (Oddly enough he loves to be called Shinya... lol)

First is Dir en grey Parody



This is an apologetic video and a peace offering video on my behalf of some things I may have said that offended people on the English vs. Western videos on youtube.

Okay so the olympics for the equestrian look harder than past olympics. I thank beijing for stepping up to the plate and making the equestrian events so far actual challenging. In athens, in eventing the cross country course to me was a joke and the stadium was a bit more exciting than the cross country.

The cross country cross at Beijing is absolutely breathtaking as well as the stadium jumping cross. The first two days of dressage was disappointing since most of the riders horses decided to start not listen and act up but there was one thing that really pisses me off still. The very first rider for China in Equestrian portion of the olympics, well his horse spooked and didn't want to go past the judges podium but he still managed to get by. In the rules if you can't get your horse to get past the judges stand within 15-30 seconds of a disobedience you get eliminated (Although he did manage to get past the judges stand before that time). So what happens? 1 judge gives him a 2, and the other judges give him 7s and 8s for that! On a scale from 1-10 you want to score high marks but still have a low penalty score in eventing. On the second day however he was eliminated for a fall on Cross Country.

The cross country is my second rant: Why didn't they shorten the course even less than 29 jumps but extend the time from 8 minutes to 9 minutes? The horses were getting really tired and falling and getting penalized because they can only do so much when their riders are pushing them too much. Happy to say there are no severe injuries from what i've been reading on the eventing.

The show jumping made me even nervous as almost everybody competing had an advantage to move up in team and individual scores. To determine individual scores, the horses had to jump an extra stadium round over a shortened course. The individual was anybody's game but the last rider to go from Germany took home the gold over first time olympian Gina Miles and Mckinley (Sorry if i misspelled his name) who won gold. She was the only one of the US to do well after Amy Tryon fell and got eliminated on Cross Country riding Poggio II and Phillip Dutton (Formerly of Australia) had time penalties on cross country and knocked down fences in Stadium riding Connaught. Becky Holder and Courageous Comet had a refusal on cross country and knocked down jumps in stadium.

Overall in the eventing, The USA blew it. >.<

However I do believe we have the advantage in Show Jumping later on. Tommorrow is Team Dressage but I believe that Japan would have a better advantage over America would, not that I am saying the Japanese are horrible equestrians. I will say that I have high expectations from what I am hearing about their team... But I will save that for tomorrow.

So overall, Germany won team and individual gold. Australia (who won the Olympic gold in the past 3 olympics) is Silver but still impressive since their whole team were all first time olympians. Great Britain was third and their reserve rider (Kristina Cook never expected to compete in these Olympics since her horse she believed was not ready) put the most impressive performance I have ever seen. It was exciting to see fresh faces but the most exciting thing for me was to see Mark Todd who was double gold medalist in Olympics and world Champion from New Zealand eventing again and he started only this year after 'retiring' to train and breed race horses.

Now my third rant *lol*... new commentators please~ Those two are ALWAYS somehow jinxing the riders and horses.

So yeah, my hand's cramping and I took a lesson today and nearly get bucked off lol.

I sound like a commentator now... till tomorrow! XD

Okay so i am at home and a guy i am friends with from the show circuit came over since he was in town visiting. Me and him have an on and off again relationship and lately i've been getting in destructive relationships. He's different though; he told me a while ago i should get more serious as i get older about who i date cause something bad could happen to me or i could screw up my life falling for the wrong guy so now on Friday he asked me to marry him after we've gotten serious again. He seriously hasn't dated since last year when he met me and we have had our struggles but since we are graduating next year and growing closer everytime we talk or are together. I AM SO HAPPY~~~~

We haven't had a date set but we are having a small wedding for just our families... (I think the reception should be interesting, ne?)

OMG... OMG... I am spazzing all over i am so excited!!!

In North America alone, 100,000 horses are slaughtered every year from all walks of life including wild horses, show horses, race horses, etc. (People even go to such lengths as stealing just to make money) Although the bill passed by American senate illegalized horse slaughter Canada and Mexico still take part in this cruel act. Horse meat is shipped overseas to Belgium, Italy, France, Japan among other countries.



Now you may be thinking why should I care if it's happening in other countries? It's important to care because horses are treated more horridly then other livestock that are processed. Imagine being a 1200 pound animal being shoved around at an auction then into a cramped steel double deck trailer where you either freeze or burn alive for at least 20 hours or more depending on the trip. If you are lucky to even survive that, you are taken to a plant where they unload you into a paddock with no food or water for another day before you are lined up to spend your last moments in a box getting your head bolted and if you are lucky enough to go unconcious then you won't have to worry about being bled out when you are wide awake and upside down. The rest is history....

American horse auctions STILL take part in allowing these 'Killer Buyers' into the auction house to purchase horses for as low as five-and-a-quarter just to be processed. Normally these buyers are meat men brokers for the slaughter houses out of the country and you can always spot their big rigs lined up at the barns waiting. At race tracks, meat men scower the stables looking for a horse that trainers do not want anymore just because the poor animal didn't win a race.



The most famous story of a race horse going to slaughter was the 1986 Kentucky Derby winner, Ferdinand who met his fate in 2002 after not producing foals with good quality was slaughtered in a Japanese slaughterhouse when the American owners and trainer were told that he was going to be gelded and used at a riding club in Japan. Since his death, the Ferdinand Fee has been set into place where if an American horse was stationed in Japan for whatever reason then if they had no more use of that animal it was to be sent back to America or put up for adoption.



And now you are wondering where am I going with this rant. Well, it is found out in this video (See below) that a slaughterhouse in Juarez, Mexico is selling horse meat disguised as beef to over 95% of unsuspecting American companies.



WARNING: Video contains graphic imagery so if you are uncomfortable watching that sort of stuff then don't watch! You have been warned.










So the next time you order beef at work or school... be aware that you may be getting more than you expect. Now, If you think that horse slaughter is something that everyone must be aware of like I do and you actually care about the outcomes of these amazing animals that have given us so much then please repost this to get the message out there.

At four PM today. She had a C-section and haven't seen the new baby yet as I am busy right now. T.T It's a boy and I should really be getting off my ass and going to see her.

40 days.... yay....

a couple weeks till Anime con...

Dane cook is amazing....

I have 2 credits away from failing the eleventh grade...

A virus struck the farm and it's affecting one barn and the other barn on the property is safe....

I just had the most disgusting dinner....

I am babbling... babbling....

YAY! He's gonna be 30 but that means my little baby is growing up.

My computer is overly infected still with viruses. >.< 

Okay. Computer at home has over 600 infections on it! >.< I can only use the school computers for now which sucks. 

The other day I almost got into a car accident on the way to get my little sister from school as I had a half day. A car sat in the middle lane urging this other car in a school parking lot to pull out in front of me. I barely dodged the car but the car behind me got nailed.

At the dentist, I learned that I have to get a couple of teeth capped because of the amount of soda I drink and they were very pissed with me about it.

On a good note, I get to go see D'espairs Ray and MUCC a week after my birthday. (Gonna be 17!)

GOD IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I COULD BE ON HERE! 

 I am so bored and I thought I'd let you know.

So this past weekend, a boy that graduated in the class of my best friends from last year died. First people thought he got into a car wreck then they were saying he ODed but the truth was he had heart problems. He was a great guy and will dearly missed. His funeral was today but I was unable to attend. He was everybody's friend and I hope he rests in peace. 

So as a final salute to Scottie D. : We lost the game.

 Ahh. We have a snowstorm and it's raining at the same time. It is freezing. I came across this picture which I am guessing is from a Haiiro no Ginka. This picture is like the holy grail for me since it has a picture of Shinya sitting on a horse that looks exactly like my Sonny. I don't have to sell him but mainly it is because Sonny got hurt. I haven't ridden a horse in two weeks and it's bugging the crap out of me. The last time I went this long was when my pony got hurt a couple years ago and I had nothing to ride but right now I am too lazy to put on my riding clothes and ride Bella... or is it because it is too cold and I am on my period... I don't know.

Bored.... bored.... bored to death... I should write some fanfiction.... BuT WhAT SHoULD I write about???? Ahhhhhhhh.... I have nothing better else to to then listen to my ipod right now... I am hungry and sore from walking five miles home (So I cut school bcause I don't want to play soccer in French class against the Spanish class) A few special people got to watch me escape from the realms of hell.... So I got to home and eat brownies *_* But I had to walk home (I know I should be getting my license soon UGHHHH!!!!!)